Monday, April 9, 2012

“You can’t let others dictate your life, eventually you will realize that you can’t live your life pleasing others because at the end of the day, what you’re doing is going to even benefit them whether they acknowledge, accept it, receive it or not. Seriously, we ALL mess up in life, its about moving on! It’s not easy, ever! But we can’t lose sight of our goals! Even when there is happiness and a good future is surrounding them, the people that are stuck in the past will stay stuck in the past and there is nothing YOU can do about it until they choose themselves. You are not Superman. God knows that I am forever thankful for those in my past, present and future, but not forever in their debt. I have truly changed from the man that I was, too busy in school, hanging out with friends, always in my own world etc…But I am grateful to have become a better father, man and person that I was. I have to start looking at that brighter side because I have come far and that is what’s important and I’m proud of it! I’ve always done everything with the heart in mind, always. I need to stop beating myself up for everything I don’t do. I need to stop being afraid. I deserve to be happy! I know it and I can feel it inside. Live the questions now; for these fears are like dragons guarding our deepest treasures" - JNGA